Morning...

Feel better this morning , had a good sleep , which always helps , have decided to trade again , but for the next week at v small stakes , just need to get my head right and start feeling it again and lose the gambling element or i will fail , yesterday was going well , very well until i decided to do a £150 trade ( instead of my usual £4 ) , in running on a fav that was flip flopping between 3.2 and 3.6 , i wanted the lay  obv at the low end and then imm buy back @ 80% which would have given me an £18 lay on a 4.2 rated  horse @ 1.5 , thats a bet im always willing to take on , however i run so bad at times like this , the moment , and i mean the moment i hit lay £150 @ 3.2......the second/third fav fell brought down 2 others and the fav was left well clear , albeit with a circuit to run but now had fallen to 1.69 ( ish )...so my trade was fucked...now i just sat here hoping the fav would fall or lose or anything!!...but alas no , it won easy , meaning great losses , i did buy back a small amount towards the end but no much.....so i then went on chase tilt mode and Backed a fahey fav to win back my losses...for £100 ...that came second , i then piled into the next hanaghan horse.....unplaced , now at this time i was so down , my head was spinning...i had spunked 2 weeks worth of money away on frivolity and was feeling gutted , so stopped , then watched the next Hanaghan Horse romp in at 4.2.....FML!!!......So all my small trades = good steady profits , the big bets all = big steady losses , conclusion , stick to small lays and scalping , my bank needs to be at least £3k before i can start to up the staking levels , then who knows? , but for now....im on the £2 trail....

My 4 picks for the National today are.....

1.Arbor Supreme (IRE) .

2.BallaBriggs (IRE)..................1st

3.The Midnight Club (IRE).

4.Calgary Bay (IRE).

My LAY in this race is DONT PUSH IT , @ 8/1 , THIS WILL NOT WIN THIS AGAIN..FACT.

LUMP ON!!.

Have a great day see yall soon...;-)